Firstly,
I want to thank Cassandra for that encouragement you gave today.
I don't know why but I just suddenly talked to you about my dreams today.
It just came out from me and I just wanted to tell you.
Perhaps you're the one who never look down on me,
perhaps you're the only one who'll never laugh about it.
No matter what I decide,
I can be assured and I know you'll encourage me, you'll advise me.
Whatever it is,
thanks for the encouragement and advise you gave me.
You really motivated me,
really.


Secondly,
I miss you.
I just can't get enough of you.
You're occupying my head,
sometimes it's painful,
it's irritating.
Please, get out.
If not,
tell me what can I do.
Say you'll be there?
Well, I'm not sure,
unless you assure me,
unless you make me feel secured.

Listen to this:

Song title: 说说
By: Lollipop

Lyrics here:
下课钟声回到耳边
沈默夕阳倒映我脸
互传纸条的那画面
消失般那光线

秋天气息感染树叶
泛黄照片还放桌前
操场上的那些麻雀
随枫叶分飞

我们曾经说好的幸福永远
一直藏在书包的拉鍊
多麼希望回到那年
我们写的诗篇

好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想你
这些年 你知不知 我常想念著你
想念著你

好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想你
这些年 你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你
全都是你

搜索著 我的感受
心里话 全说出口

好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想你
这些年 你知不知 脑袋里装的全都是你
全都是你

听你说 说多爱我
听你说 说想我
谢谢你 曾经陪著我
说著我们幸福 的经过


It's nice nice nice!
I've been listening to it the whole afternoon.
Yes, whole afternoon!
Even now I'm blogging,
I'm listening to it ;D

And today's breaking news:
Michael Jackson passed away.
Rest in peace,
may god be with you.

My dream,
it may seem small.

I can feel my own passion,
I just want to do what I want.
I don't want to have regrets in my life,
I just want your support in whatever I do.
And no matter what I become,
I just want your fullest support.
That's all I ask from you,
and I promise you I'll work hard.
Cos that's my dream,
that's what I want.

I'll pursue it,
I'll go for it.

I'm just a girl with big dreams.
It may seem ridiculous,
I dare not say it out loud.
But I'm going to pursue it,
I'm going to work hard for it.

My passion for it is growing,
I can't control it.
I know now it's not the time,
but I just can't help it.

Hello Earthlings!
Due to the cancellation of lessons,
yes, I stayed home today.
It'll be the same for tomorrow and Friday.
It will be staying home and having pao mians;D
Which means,
I'll be able to finish watching Absolute Boyfriend within these two days.
Yes, its currently broadcasting on Channel U.
That Japanese show about the robot boyfriend.
It's super cute~

Anyways,
take a look at this:

Ain't they nice?
Boyband: SS501(Double-S 501)
In the picture,starting from your left: Park Jung Min, Kim Kyu Jong, Kim Hyun Joong(Leader), Heo Young Saeng, Kim Hyung Joon(Lead Vocal)
Yes, they are the ones who contributed a couple of songs to the Boys Over Flower OST.
They are so cute~
Alright, it's because I don't really have much to blog about here,
that's why I saying all these.
I just find that actually they are not bad.
Okay, byebye.


最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
A small quote from a song by 五月天:突然好想你
It's a nice song, go listen ;D

Security

Bridging ends today.
Suddenly.
After a wonderful experience of sitting at one of the benches opposite Prime at central eating cup nooodles with Clarissa, ShiangMin Twin,Peiying and Wanfei,
we went back to school and Rashidaa told us that there will be no more lessons for the rest of the week.
Well, honestly speaking, because it was Rashidaa telling us,
so I didn't really believe that.
Hahaa, sorry.

Anyway,
I'll try and post interesting stuff happening everyday,
But not always.
Cos I think typing out what every single thing you did everyday makes no difference to writing a report of your daily life.
Oh, it's confirmed,
No extended holidays.
Which means first day of school is Maths paper.
I hope I do well.


Even though I put a smile on my face,
it does not mean I'm happy.
Putting on a mask everyday,
There are times when I get tired.
There were times when I wished I could have someone whom I can face,
where I can take down all the shield,
and just be pampered and loved,
like a child,
as innocent and pure.
With no worries, safe and secured.
I wish....
How I wish,
I can have someone like that.
I guess I just need security.

Yes, today is Junpyo's Birthday!

Yes yes, this person up there!
Real name: Lee Min Ho
Cast in Boys Over Flower as Gu Junpyo;
Look nicer in straight hair, isn't it?
Anyway, Happy 22nd Birthday to him.
Clarissa and I suddenly shouted out it was his birthday in class today.
And Marzie was like 'Wa, Florence!'

Yes, rather embarrassing though.
It was just another crazy act of mine.
And now, messaging and telling Clarissa that I climbed out of bed and type this post.
Cos it's junpyo's birthday.
She's scolding me crazy -.-
Yes, and that makes her a friend of someone crazy.
Hahaa :D

Oh, a gift from Clarissa!

Isn't it cute?
I love it! ;D

Spent the whole time in school with Clarissa today.
She really drives me crazy and gets me laughing -.-


Showing me so much care and concern,
You are the first in my life.
All these days I've lived in darkness,
until my heart went dead.
Because of the unhappy past I had when I was young,
I lived alone and I felt cold.
It was cruel out there,
and I didn't had a shelter.
Now you bring light to me,
you're letting my heart come back to life.
I'm thankful for that,
but please don't do that.
Cos I don't know what will happen,
I'm afraid...
I know what you see me as,
but I'm just afraid,
that I'll see you more than just a friend.
And I don't want to get hurt again.
Cos I've gone through it before,
It was painful.
Too painful too bear,
and it wasn't easy.

Another Day

Another stay-home day
And guess what?
I created a theme for Clarissa pengyou.
Yes, her beloved Kim Bum.
Hahaha, hoped she likes it ;D


Life's really changing.
But I don't know when it'll be back to normal.
Back to how it used to be,
stranded alone, nowhere.
Forgotten, and always in silence.
I need time, give me time.
Before I get used to this.
Before I get used to having you around me,
your smile, your kindness, your concern, your laughter.
Though I'm afraid you'll leave me again,
I just want to spend my life to the fullest,
I don't want to have any regrets.
No matter how hurt I'll get in the end,
no matter how many scars will be left behind,
I'll take it as a learning point in life.

But my heart's been dead for a long time.
I'm used to leaving out happiness and companion in my life.
Now you come back and bring it to life,
please give me time.
Promise me that you don't give up,
and I'll promise you that I'll work hard together with you.

Just, give me time.

Today was stay-home day.
Yes, stayed home the whole day, had tuition and all.
And I must say,
A-math can kill me.

Anyway,
finally helped Sumyat created her Lee Min-ho theme.
Yay ;D
So, 1 more BOF one to go~
Hahaha, if only I can be as good as how I am in making themes for my studies.
How great that would be.

Life's changing slowly,
People around, how they treat me.
Sorry, I need time to adjust.
But thanks, for the changes.


Are we back to how we used to be?
But sorry, I don't know if I can trust you.
Cos I don't know when you'll leave me again.
Nevertheless, if we're back like before,
I'll be more than happy.
Just that, don't expect too much,
Cos I've learnt to put on a shield,
I've learnt not to trust too much.
And all these,
were what you've taught me the last time.

Went for Bio lesson today,
and promised Sumyat a Lee Min Ho theme.
(I haven't start on it yet though)

Anyway,
I just did a good deed today.
Haha,
I comforted Cassandra today.
Well, it's just something that humans need to learn in their life.
True friends wouldn't mind and detest you because of your weaknesses,
those that did might be blinded by immaturity, I would say.

Whatever it is,
Cheer up, okay?

And, I just did a test on Facebook.
My soulmate would be someone CARING.

Yes, caring.

Library Day

Went to the library with Clarissa!
And also managed to finish all the Physic Papers.

Then, had lunch at Kopitiam.
After that, walked around
talked a lot.
That's how I spent another day.

Soulmate

Soulmate.

I want one too.

Someone tell me what it's all about.

Memory

Watch this, and listen to the song:

I like this sentence:'这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记'
I listened to it this afternoon,
as in really listened.
Suddenly I thought about what will happen if I die one day?
What if I really stop breathing one day?
Then the questions came into my mind:
What will be my greatest regret?
Who would I want to see for the last time?
What will happen to those around me when I'm not around?

如果有一天
我真的停止了呼吸
请不要为我哭泣
因为这代表我已经到了天国
幸运的话,我也许会化成天使
守护着你们
哭,那时一定要的
但请不要忘记
生活还是要继续
我宁愿被忘记
也不要看见你们为我伤心
这样不公平 请你整理 把我忘记

I just suddenly have this thought,
and I suddenly just had this feeling;

It's not that bad to be alone afterall,
though sometimes I yearn for it,
though sometimes I wished I could have you.
But sometimes, I just want the pain to go away,
I just want to be alone.
I want freedom.

Free from the pain,
Get you out of my head.
But till the end of time,
I still want you.

When two people fall in love,
they need not see each other everyday,
they need not talk to each other everyday.
Even if it's just by each others' side,
quietly,
just enjoying each others' company.
安静的力量
It's just beautiful.

It's crazy.
I'm getting crazy.

Er, this is so random,
I climb out of bed just to type this.
And I feel like expressing it out.

Getting back on track

Life's getting back on track,
starting to listen to the songs I used to listen,
seems like the break is almost over.

Math is driving me crazy -.-

Hello!
I'm trying to keep this blog alive,
so no matter what,
I'll try to blog as often as I can okay?

Well, received a feedback today saying that I shouldn't have put Kim Hyun Joong and introduce him to my readers.
Instead, I should be putting up this:

Yes, it's this Mister over here!
Mr Leonard Kang
2 years older than me
I call him Laoda, Dashixiong, Leonard and many more!
A great person whom I joked, crapped, talked to and never got angry with me,
Not even once!
But he just told me that he gets angry easily(another xiaoqigui) -.-
This person has also seen many sides of me in my life as a young little girl!
Overall, he's niceeeee :D
Okay, end of report.

Suddenly, I want to say this:
'Gomapta, nae gyotae momullochoso'
To all who've helped me in my life in one way or another.

Okay, previous post was just a test.
Anyways,
Just got that sudden thought of getting a blog through Blogger.
So, currently I really don't know what to blog about..

Oh, I've been listening to korean songs lately.
Kim Hyun Joong is HANDSOME!

Yes, it's him!
Leader of a korean group:SS501
Acted in Boys Over Flower as Yoon Ji Hoo
Overall, a very cute guy who speaks very randomly and does very funny things,
Totally different from his character in Boys Over Flower,
Very, very cute!
Hahahaha, his solo is also nice!

go listen okay? :D
P.S It's Hyun Joong's 23th B'day today.

Hello

Hello Earthlings! :D