Meaningless and complicated

It's just complicated,
because our thoughts are all different.
Therefore we tend to do things in our own way,
but not everyone has the same mindset.
We end up hating each other for their words and actions,
thinking why the hell did things turn out like this,
because it wasn't like that in the past.
Now,
certain things just get so meaningless,
you just feel like letting go of everything,
not showing concern to it.
Because there are times when you get tired of everything,
you just feel like letting go,
which may be the best choice to make you feel better.
However,
this is just the beginning.
There's more to come.

Glad

School at 8am today,
freaking tired.
Law tutorial,
presentation and then Communication Skills lesson canceled because Fairuz was sick.
And sooooooooooooooooooooooooo,
lunch at Mac with Yan, Ron and Belindaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Then to Colours to slack until time to go for GEMs.
Talked and use laptop,
first thing we saw was the new about SHINee's JongHyun attached to another actress.
Went for GEMs,
almost screwed up my individual tutorial cos firstly,
I didn't know how to use a paper cutter.
Next,
I wasn't really into it at all.
Train with Clarissa, Guang and Zhan after GEMs,
home and slept.
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I'm just glad for what I have,
and after today,
I realised that I'm really lucky to be here and be what I am today.

It's just, complicated

Witnessing the changes around me,
I just felt that things were too realistic.
As we grow older,
we tend to think differently,
according to the environment and the people around us.
We weren't as carefree and pure as before,
when it seems like little things can just make us happy for the whole day.
It wasn't like before anymore,
when we could gel so well together,
talking about being best friends,
and really meaning it.
Things have changed as we grow,
with reasons behind everything we do,
from making friends to not doing certain things,
there were reasons for doing so.
What made it sad was being so self-centred,
thus doing such acts.
It wasn't like before,
when we did things without any reasons,
we just did it because it makes us happy.
It was until I was on the way home with JiaChing today,
and we talked a little,
I realised all these.
As we grow older,
some of us became too self-protected,
some of us build a shield where nobody can easily break through,
while others did not.
Such that it appears so fake,
you don't know whether to open up to them or not,
yon don't know if you should trust them.
All because you don't know when are they real,
and when are they just entertaining you to make you feel better.
And certain people just don't mean what they say,
and it really makes them look so fake,
you dare not to be so close with them.
Because you're afraid one day you'll be hurt by them.
Or maybe,
I'm just too sensitive.

Go out go out

A day out with Clarissa to Chinatown, Bugis and Jurong Point yesterday!
Chinatown to get shampoo,
it's really a lot more cheaper over there.
Went to get Koi and Bugis to shop.
Dinner at Jurong Point and shop again,
walking till our legs were aching so much that we can die.
Our day was spent looking at hunks,
envying couples on the streets,
laughing like 2 mad people,
squeezing into the train,
and sometimes acting like 2 aunties.
Out today afternoon to meet up with cousin aunty to do some catching up,
listening to him talk about his NS life.
School starts tomorrow~
A new semester and a new timetable,
and of course,
starting GEMs soon.
So far,
I think I'm attending it alone cos I couldn't get into the same slot as Clarissa, Ah Zhan and Ah Guang.
But we said to attend together and go home together cos we're only next to each other,
it was a relief (:

Back, GEMs, school's starting

Back from trip since 2 weeks ago?
And I got sooooooo lazy that I didn't bother to blog.
Anyway,
it was a fruitful trip,
did lots of shopping which I think that can last me for a semester or two.
I have been busy trying to register for GEMs since yesterday,
trying to get into the same slot as Clarissa, Ah Zhan and Ah Guang.
Sadly, I couldn't.
But they said to go home together after GEMs~
Then Ah Zhan and I can eh eh eh eh eh together~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Thank you Clarissa for waking up sooooooo early just to help me on GEMs,
not giving up till the last minute and waking me up for the past two days!
I know you'll read this (:
School's starting next week,
with a freaking new timetable -.-
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Recent thoughts:
It takes 2 to love, just like how it takes 2 hands to clap.
It's just amazing that out of so many people in this world, only 2 are made for each other.