Love ya, love ya

We can be so perfect.

Marina Barrage

Out to play at Marina Barrage.
Purpose was to celebrate Clarissa's birthday.
Went with SuMyat in the afternoon,
had loads of fun.
Dinner at JP with SuMyat, Gabriel, ShengJie.
Learnt about the guys treating girls thing.
Reached home at about 9.
Mass lecture tomorrow,
and school ends late!
:(
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It was something that we never talked about,
it was something that we never wanted to face,
and we never came to a final decision,
on what we wanted.
It's still the same even now,
we're getting nowhere.
If only we sort things out earlier,
things might not be how it's like now,
still the same.

Bounce to you, Bounce to you

LeeTeuk, love :)
I think I'm becoming a fan of Super Junior.
It's just a matter of time.
But still,
I like FT Island more :)
No school today,
which means no IT Applications!
Yay :D
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I saw you today,
you looked weary.
I'll pray for you,
for you to get better.
Don't you worry,
everything will be fine.

Free lunch, those days

Had free lunch yesterday,
Thanks to NgShunCheng.
Though the food is not what we wanted in the first place,
I guess it's the thought that counts right?
First thing I thought of when I sat down:
I have to eat with Knife and Fork? -.-
How stupid of me.
And he blamed me for making him sweat because we had lunch at FC 1 instead of FC 5.
As usual, he never fails to irritate me and make me speechless,
and telling me stupid things that can make me laugh like crazy.
Just like always.
Structure & Fabric lecture after that,
I didn't fall asleep this time.
Miracle right?
I actually paid attention.
I go home right after school these days,
I'm such a good girl :)
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Thinking back at the things we did,
it was silly but yet sweet :)
We can talk about anything and everything,
for hours and hours.
Argue over small little things,
you getting angry at me for teasing you,
me getting angry at you because I thought you were not thoughtful enough.
Because of that, we can stop talking for days,
and it always ended with just a simple sweet message.
Reminiscing you,
it's just sweet and puts a smile on my face :)

Structure&Fabric

Short day at school today,
home after that.
Spent 4 hours on Structure & Fabric,
this module can really kill me.
Photos I've taken recently:
(I'm uploading because SuMyat doesn't have Facebook and she wants to see my short hair)





Sometimes lesson just gets too boring.

Insecure

School is going on as usual,
I'm always laughing with YanQing like crazy.
But today,
we had uber lots of fun disturbing Malcolm.
And he told me about what happened after school.
Really set me laughing :D
Photos from cousin's graduation are up on Facebook,
like finally -.-
Slack day tomorrow,
as what YanQing said.
Yay :D
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I wonder what am I still doing here.

One week

One week after I cut my hair,
and I got used to it within this one week.
I've started reading the book that I borrowed,
it's nice,
but still,
I'm reading it at a slow pace.
I think it'll be overdue again,
there goes my money for paying the fine -.-
Hopefully I can finish it on time.

IT App test, Graduation

Had IT Applications test today.
Was so glad that I did the Form and Report first.
I think I screwed up for the queries.
All my hopes now are on the Form and Report.
Attended cousin's graduation ceremony after that,
Aunty came and helped with taking photos,
bringing her 2 cute little kids along.
There's this classmate of cousin's that just suddenly tell everyone that he's Batman.
Even the little kids.
Totally random for no reason,
super funny :D
Seriously the weather can kill me =.=
But I think cousin's suffering worse than me,
with the gown and long sleeve shirt.
Photo, photo and more photos~
It's week 6 next week,
which means Term Test is coming.
I think it's almost time I study.

Ignorant

Lessons as usual today,
bus home with Clarissa after school.
Was on bus 185 and suddenly this old lady talked to us and criticised about Clarissa's bangs.
Like, totally none of her business can -.-
She's really ignorant.
Both of us were super angry with her,
totally roll eyes.
Luckily we were about 2 stops away from our destination.
If not we have to face her like don't know how long,
and don't know what else can she say about.
She should be glad I didn't shoot her,
but it was totally useless to even reply to her questions.
Spoilt my day totally.
IT Applications test on Friday,
hope I don't screw up.

Cut hair?

I've been asked countless times ever since I've got my hair cut.
"Did you cut your hair?"
"Cut hair ah?"
"Why you cut your hair?"
"Why you want cut?"
Seriously,
countless.
Even today at school,
I'm hearing it -.-
Until I tried asking Mr Wong who also went to have his hair cut.
Me: Mr Wong, you cut hair ah?
Mr Wong: No, it dropped off.
Then he gave me that "Isn't it obvious?" face.
And it set everyone laughing,
especially Class 06 -.-
Lectures today as usual,
glad to have YanQing around,
if not I'll really get bored and fall asleep.
No school tomorrow,
because it's graduation day :)
And I think I've gotten used to my short hair :D
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I really don't know what's wrong with you.

Weekend

I had an interesting weekend because I'm still adapting to life with short hair.
Honestly,
I wasn't used to it at first,
but now I think I'm slowly getting used to it.
School starts again tomorrow,
and there's Building Studies.
Kill me please.
Lunch with Clarissa Kim tomorrow :D

Short hair

I said goodbye to long hair today,
and hello short hair.
Sat in the salon for 6 hours whole.
Bored ttm -.-
And my hair is super flat now,
I'll have to wait 2 weeks for it to look better.
2 weeks faster go~
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Not sure if it's a good new start by doing this,
not sure if I'll really put everything down and move on,
but I'll still give it a try.
No matter what,
sometimes it's good to stop for a while and reminisce.

Chicken Chop, KFC, Clarissa, SuMyat

Suppose to go interview for Community Service Club yesterday,
but didn't go because it was really crowded.
End up,
ate Chicken Chop from Cafe@Moberly,
bus home with Clarissa :D
IT Applications again today!
And I didn't get lost as many times previously.
Test next week,
I really need to revise and practise.
Went home,
about to fall asleep,
Clarissa called to say her lesson ended.
Bath and then to JP.
Walked around and waited for SuMyat.
Had KFC for dinner,
catch up,
laughed like we did before.
SuMyat suggested we go library after dinner,
because she need borrow books for don't know what.
Someone recommended her I think.
Clarissa and I were like: 'It's been n years since we've read a book!'
Anyway,
I borrowed a book,
wow.
I'll read it,
though I'm not sure if I can finish on time.
Visiting the hair salon tomorrow,
have the thought of cutting it short.
And mummy says she wants to come along :D
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The reason I do this is because I want to put down the past,
and start anew.
I just want to forget those that I once had,
those that I once did,
everything,
that was once for you.
There was a saying I've heard of that says doing this would mean that.

Fish and Chips

Had Fish and Chips for lunch today,
from Cafe@Moberly.
Like, finally I get to try that.
It was awesome!
Off to FC 1 to find the other peeps and had Mango Ice Blended,
which really made me feel so bloated up.
Structure & Fabric lecture can really make me sleep.
I seriously felt so sleepy.
And nothing gets into my head.
As usual, first to get out of class together with YanQing after lecture.
We're really the best at doing that.
Bus with Clarissa Kim,
had endless talks :)
Dinner with SuMyat and Clarissa Kim on Friday,
I cannot wait to meet up with SuMyat,
because I miss her like crazy~
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I didn't know what was that for,
I didn't know what you were trying to do.

Drawing,Fabric&Structure

If only it was as beautiful as this.
Lecture in the morning,
IDEA presentation after that.
Really glad that it's finally over~
Now,
the next project would be the one where we go shopping~
And no school next Tuesday,
because it's graduation day.
That means I can finally go out :D
Off to lunch after lesson,
Swenses at West Mall.
Seriously,
the world is really very small.
And I realised that I really don't know how to use the knife and fork to eat.
MacFlurry after that,
and it really made me full~
Home and watch TV,
but my plan initially was to study.
But still,
I did it in the evening.
Worked on Structure&Fabric.
Gave up after 3 attempts,
because I really don't know what's wrong -.-
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There are many things that I want to say,
there are many things which I want to share and tell you about.
But seeing you just make those words get stuck.

Another Monday

As usual,
mass lecture in the morning.
Thank god YanQing sat next to me,
if not I'll really get bored and might fall asleep.
And what else can I do with YanQing next to me?
Yes,
laugh!
She was like a total retard playing with her XiaoFlorence.
Not only during then,
but almost the whole day.
Rush to FC2 for lunch,
because we realise that we might not have enough time for food at Cafe@Moberly,
and FC1 was really packed -.-
Back to lectures again after lunch and seriously,
Building Studies can make me sleep.
Was so glad that school finally ended,
and I think I'm the best at being the first to leave the classroom after every lesson.
IDEA presentation tomorrow,
I'm really really really looking forward to it.
Just want to get done and over with this this damn thing.
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One minute you bring me to the clouds,
and the next you make me fall hard to the ground.
Perhaps I'm just expecting too much.

IDEA, done~

I'm done with my IDEA already,
like finally~
Started on it since afternoon and it really made me see stars.
Anyway,
once again,
I need to thank YanQing for helping me!
For helping me think of functions and names!
You're really awesome!
And I know you'll read this~
I completed IDEA with 9 powerpoint slides,
which I don't think is quite enough.
But I really cannot think of anything else to add.
I guess I won't touch it anymore until Tuesday.
Unless I think of something necessary to add in.
My model looks super funny and stupid,
I think people will really laugh at it on Tuesday.
But I can't be bothered anymore because I really hate this thing.
Tuesday,
come faster please.
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If I can have you,
I don't need anything else.

Skirts

Out to town with mummy today,
settle those bank stuff.
Then off to shopping~
Skirts skirts skirts~
Love them many many~
Bought a total of $80 skirts and clothes.
Awesome right?
If only money comes in fast,
just like how it goes.
Weather these days can really kill me.
Bad headache again in the afternoon -.-
Did my IDEA just now,
re-doing it again and again.
For about 1 hour?
And then realise that actually I cannot rotate the model because I'm not using the sphere.
Seriously,
this ZBrush thing is killing almost everybody.
I guess I'll just try to score for verbal and visual skills.
I shall complete my powerpoint slides tomorrow,
get done and over it.
And not touch it again until presentation on Tuesday.
For the first time,
I'm looking forward to having a presentation,
because I really cannot stand this thing.
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I'm really looking forward to Tuesday.

Dinner, Clarissa Kimmy~

As expected,
I got lost during IT Applications lecture today.
Again!
Until I totally give up and asked YanQing to help me.
If not,
I just try to refer to my notes and catch up.
Thank god YanQing was there to help me,
if not things will really get worse -.-
She really helped me a lot.
Thank you YanQing!
I know somehow you'll read this! ^^
Chicken Burger with Cheese+Cheese Sausage from Cafe@Moberly with YanQing during break.
We were so full,
felt like our stomach could burst.
We even said to go try out their lunch one day ^^
Lesson ended,
off to Concourse to study,
with the intention of waiting till Clarissa finish her lesson at West Coast.
Did drawing and got so stuck that I totally gave up.
Home, did my nails.
Clarissa called,
rush like mad to bath and off to JP to meet her.
Pepper Lunch for dinner!
Clarissa should thank me for bringing her to eat that.
Because today's her first time.
Walked around,
got stopped by a salesman.
got stopped by a salesman.
Salesman talk to Clarissa: Hi, can I look at your nails?
Clarissa: Er, okay.
Salesman: Wow! You have beautiful nails! You know you only need this.
*Take out nail conditioner and buff Clarissa's nail*
Salesman: See, this nail strengthener can last for about 2 weeks.
*Salesman turn to me*
Salesman: Hi, what about yours? Can I look at you nails?
Me: Uh, okay.
Salesman: Wow! (Eyes big like don't know what) Oh no no, I'm just joking! You have nice nails by the way!
*Buff my nail*
Salesman: Actually, this thing here is very cheap.
*Bring us to counter, take out big box*
Salesman: It comes in a set, and each set costs $50.
Clarissa and I: *Look at each other*
Me: oh, okay. We'll consider about that. Thank you!
*Quickly walk away with Clarissa*
Seriously, $50!
Like we can afford.
Saw a few skirts and tops,
I'm so gong to bring mummy there tomorrow and get them into my cupboard :D
Ice-cream from Mr Bean after that!
Once again,
felt so full,
my stomach could just explode anytime.
Bus home and continued working on my nails.
Now,
I'm so satisfied because I'm so creative at doing them~
If only I can be so creative when doing my IDEA Project.
Seriously,
my model and its functions are a bit ridiculous.
I don't hope to get high marks for this,
I just want a pass.
Because design and creativity is really not me.
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I waited,
you didn't came.
I guess I'll just leave you alone,
until you get well.
Because that's the only thing I can do for you,
nothing else.
But should there be anything I can do,
I promise I'll try my best.
Even if it's a small little thing,
I'll give my all for it,
just to make you smile again and feel better.

Move on

This MV is so sad.
The song is nice nice nice~
IT Applications tomorrow,
I'll try my best to pay attention,
because I couldn't really do my homework on that just now.
Did my IDEA model and started working on my powerpoint slides.
Have yet to finish,
hopefully I finish by tomorrow.
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I'll move on,
like how you did when you left me.

Strong heart

Taken yesterday.

Isn't it cute?
School, talk, eat, laugh with YanQing.
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I looked up at the sky and saw the stars blinking.
I then wondered if you've seen what I saw.
And then I thought of you.
And then I started to miss you.

Front seat

School today was totally slacking.
First was Hotel Industry tutorial.
It was just listening for one hour,
and then work for another hour.
After that was IDEA.
Suppose to work on our models,
but YanQing and I ended up looking at idols and doing our own stuff.
Was totally pissed off at _____ for saying us.
Like, so anyhow lah.
After class,
off to wait for that busy man.
To give me a car ride.
Spent the whole afternoon idling and walking around looking at watches.
Splitting headache in the afternoon,
thanks to the great weather.
Totally had no mood for anything -.-
Dinner at Tiong Bahru,
then Fairprice Extra to buy bread and home.
Now my headache is gone,
and my legs are aching.
I guess it's been a long time since I've walked for so long.
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Coming to me when you just need someone,
throwing me away just like that when you don't need me.
What is this?
I'm not that easy.

Clutches

The most wonderful and good deed I've done today:
Helped Malcolm with his clutches and carried his bag for him.
Together with YanQing,
because Malcolm is going to FoodCourt 4 to meet his friend,
(or friends, I have no idea)
YanQing and I were just heading home and we were quite on the same route.
Yes,
so we helped him.
Because nobody else is there to.
Poor thing or sad?
It was until we passed Moberly,
realised that it was tiring for Malcolm.
Ending:Ask Malcolm to call his friend and meet him at FoodCourt 5 which is the nearest or help him.
YanQing and I were expecting a group of people coming.
But only one came.
Totally funny.
The process of helping Malcolm was really funny.
I don't know why but I just keep laughing.
Although I know it's not a very good thing to do.
But at least I helped okay.
And I was telling YanQing: "I break leg you must help me uh!"
and her reply was: "Of course, I think I can just carry you lor!"
As usual,
I laughed like crazy with YanQing today.
U-Kiss song just makes us laugh~
Okay, IDEA module tomorrow,
I'm so not looking forward to it.

Sunflower

Rewind, play.
You're it.

'cause I wish you were here

If only I see the sky like that in Singapore~