Messy

Worked overtime today,
damn tired.
for the whole of 3 hours,
I've been stuck onto the chair doing sealing.
Even though I love doing sealing,
it really was a bit over.
Worse thing is,
Confirmation letter from Singpaore Poly came.
That big big envelope.
(Quoted from Nicholas)
The moment I reach home,
quickly had my bath and dinner,
and open that big big envelope.
All I see was black words in white paper,
paper after paper,
page after page,
instructions after instructions,
deadline after deadline.
Until I couldn't take it,
I just scanned through the pages.
Because I'm damn tired already.
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Looking at all the papers in front of me,
my mind was in a mess.
Because this wasn't what I've expected,
it wasn't as simple as I thought.
And then I got afraid,
wondering if things would go smoothly.
I've just realised that now it's time to be on my own.
There are many things which I have to do it for myself,
because I don't have anyone to rely on,
I cannot always be spoonfed by others.
Now, I realised that I'm on my own,
is it too late?