I think it's getting more and more obvious

Wasn't informed, didn't know about it.
I don't know if it was done purposely or maybe there's just some misunderstanding.
But from what I sensed,
perhaps you didn't even make the effort to tell.
It's just more and more obvious that we're drifting apart.
After what happened today,
my emotions were contradicting.
I felt angry cos you didn't talk about it.
I felt sad cos I don't want such things to happen.
I've lost it once,
I don't want to lose it again.
I once lost it over trivial matters like this,
I just don't want it to happen again.
You didn't know when my heart was aching,
even though I acted like nothing had happened.
You didn't know that I actually mind a lot,
even when I tell others that it doesn't matter, I won't die from it.
I was only acting strong.