Christmas, Cheated

She spent another Christmas at home, alone.
Because she was upset,
and at the same time she felt like a fool.
Thinking that all was only for her,
just like before, she was still within her circle.
Perhaps it was only her wishful thinking,
sometimes you just need to let go.
But still, she went wishing people merry christmas,
like nothing happened.
And she even replied 'Sure!' when people said to enjoy this Christmas.
But actually she cooped herself up at home,
feeling angry over her own selfishness.

But she'll be fine after a while,
because she'd learnt to be strong.
All she needs is to be left alone for a while,
and a few days later,
you'll see her smiling again.

I'll be fine after a while,
just leave me alone.