Mummy, I did it

The indescribable feeling,
the unstoppable heartbeat.
It all started with text messages,
and ended with just a phone call,
and tears of mixed feelings.
Part of them were joy, part of them were relief, part of them were disappointment.
Daddy, I managed to face it alone.
Mummy, I didn't fall so hard afterall.
Though the text messages set my heart beating at an irregular rhythm,
they made me felt warm inside.
They were like the weapons I brought along,
which helped me to face it so strongly.
Thank you mummy, for almost crying with me.
Thank you daddy, for being happy for me and telling me:'Well done!'
Thank you susu for always believing in me.
Thank you all those who told me that I've done well,
thank you for being happy for me.
And thank you all those who've gave me encouragement and motivation in times when I wanted to give up.
All these really gave me strength to face it and carry on.
Even if it's just saying 'Well done!',
it was a great motivation for me to move on.
But it's not over yet.
We still have 2 more weeks to go,
before the final verdict is set,
before I really know where I'll end up.
I don't ask for anything,
I only ask for all of you to be by my side.
I can move on and run alone,
you just have to be on the side line.
Even if it's just looking at you and knowing your presence,
it can really give me the strength to carry on.