Tomorrow is the 11th

Saying that I'm not afraid that tomorrow will come,
saying that it's just nothing,
and saying that I'm not nervous,
lies.
All lies.
But I know no matter how bad it is,
I have to accept it,
I have to face it.
That's why I told you not to come.
Be cause when I said it,
I'm trying to tell you that I want to face it alone,
it's not like how it used to be,
when you were always by my side.
I'm strong enough now to face it alone.
Even if tomorrow I realise that I'm not,
it doesn't matter.
Because one day you'll leave me,
one day I'll have to be on my own.
Waiting for so long,
it's tomorrow.
Ready for it?
To tell you the truth,
I'm not really ready to face it.