Can't figure you out

There were times when I don't know what's going on in your mind.
What you want,
how you feel,
why you're like that.
There were times when you were like a stranger to me,
there were times when I felt close to you.
I really don't know which is the real you,
I really don't know how to face you truthfully.
There were many times when I wished I could be alone.
There were times when I wished I could leave this place and start anew.