Rainy days

Rainy days are when I think back a lot.
Rainy days are when I reflect a lot.
Today I looked out of the window,
looking at the raindrops falling,
I thought of you.
I remembered when I was small,
you used to sit down and watch me play.
I remembered when you used to call me for meals.
Everything I do,
even if it's just a smile,
would put a smile on your face.
The time we spent together wasn't long,
and then our affinity ended.
You weren't there to tell me to study hard.
You weren't there in many times when you were suppose to be there.
But as I grew up I learn more about you,
I came to realise you were so wonderful.
There were many times when I wished I could hold your hand,
take afternoon walks with you,
telling you all about the things I've went through,
listening to your stories,
listening to your teachings about life.
There were many things I wish I could do with you,
if only you were still here.
There were many times when I thought how nice it would be if you were still here,
how different things would be.
Words just cannot describe,
how much I wished you were still here,
how much I miss you whenever I think of you.